Primitive Christianity Revived, Again
“Indeed, as the Concern was weighty, so I was not forward, lest I should be found to Run before I was sent; therefore I waited patiently to be fully satisfied in the Matter, not only a Day, or a Week, but many Months; and then as my Concern grew heavier upon me, I gave up, begging the Lord to be with me, and to give me a full Mission for so weighty a Concern. Alice Hayes, A Legacy or The Widow’s Mite.
I’ve begun to find the Quaker language of “laboring under a concern” describes my current state. For years I’ve been struggling to focus and express my intense passion for social transformation.